An Open Letter to Christian Parents Concerning Athletics, the Church, and Your Children

“These people relate to the church probably just as positively as they do to sports…only less actively.”

Dietrich Bonhoeffer, 1928

Dear Christian Parents,

This letter is not intended to (1) create guilt, (2) return to “the Law”, or (3) attack anybody.  Rather, it’s just my attempt to get at and explore a phenomenon which I and pretty much every single pastor I ask about these things are curious about.

Let me preface this letter with the following statements that I really do believe are true.  Athletics are good, build character, and help children grow.  If our kids commit to a team, they should be taught to stand by their commitments.  I played sports in school (albeit, poorly!), and am glad I did.  My daughter plays, and I’m glad she does.

With that being said, let me ask some question that have arisen from lots of conversations, lots of watching and listening closely to people, and lots of (frankly) grief over what I think is a damaging trend among Christian parents and their children concerning athletics and the body of Christ.  My point here is not that you must be at church every single time the doors open or you are a “bad Christian.”  Far from it.  My point is not that your child should or must always choose a church event over an athletic event.  Far from it.  In fact, my point is simply that there is now an observable, verifiable shift in priorities among Christian parents that is overall damaging to our kids, to the body of Christ, to our corporate and individual witnesses, and to our and our children’s spiritual development.

With that, some questions to (honestly) ask yourself.

  1. What percentage of your child’s ballgames do you attend?  What percentage of church services do you attend with your child?  Which is higher?  Why?
  2. If your child said, “I just don’t feel like playing in the game tonight,” what would you say to him?  If your child said, “I just don’t feel like attending church this morning,” what would you say?
  3. For what reasons would you allow your child to miss practice?  For what reasons would you allow your child to miss church?  When you compare those reasons, how are they alike or different?
  4. What percentage of practices does your child attend?  What percentage of church services does your child attend?
  5. Do you view your child’s team as “a team”?  Do your view your church as “a team”?
  6. How excited are you about seeing your child excel in athletics?  How excited are you about seeing your child excel in Christlikeness?
  7. If the church has scheduled an event and your child’s team has scheduled practice, which, on average, will your child go to?
  8. Do you “expect” your child to attend practice faithfully?  Do you “expect” your child to attend church faithfully?
  9. Do you “expect” your child to contribute to the team?  Do you “expect” your child to contribute to the body of Christ?
  10. Which is a more exciting thought to you:  your child receiving an MVP award for his team or your child leading a friend to faith in Christ?
  11. How excited do you get about the big game?  How excited do you get about corporate worship?
  12. If your child routinely asked to stay home from practice, would you speak with him/her about “commitment”?  If your child routinely asked to stay home from church, would you speak with him/her about “commitment”?
  13. What is commitment?
  14. How would you define “idolatry”?
  15. What do you figure is the overall spiritual and psychological impact of communicating to your child that sports are crucial and the church is optional?
  16. If your child attended the same percentage of practices as he/she attends worship services, would the coach let him/her play in the game?
  17. If your child attended the same percentage of practices as he/she attends worship services, would the coach let your child stay on the team?

As I say, just something I’m curious about arising from something I (and others) have been observing.

So what about the movie version of “The Road”?

The seraphic Mrs. Richardson and I settled down the other night to watch the dvd of “The Road,” the film adaptation of Cormac McCarthy’s novel.  To put it mildly, we both were absolutely blown away by it.  Please understand, if you haven’t read the book, that  you may find the movie very depressing.  But if you get the broad contours of what McCarthy is doing here, I suspect you’ll find the movie absolutely stunning.  Frankly, the movie is stunning in its own right, whether you’ve read the novel or not.

Viggo Mortensen and the boy absolutely nail the tenor, tone, and pathos of the characters.  The boy is mesmerizing.  The scene where he cries after his “Papa’s” encounter with the man who wants to take the boy is one of more emotionally riveting scenes you’ll ever see.  Throughout, he is the very picture of innocence surrounded by terror.

Mortensen, as always (or, mostly always), is genius.  He has a kind of understated rawness that’s funneled into (1) his utter determination to see the boy survive and (2) his unhinged rage at anybody who threatens them.  The occasional narrations are a nice touch, and the flashbacks to his wife are not overdone (as I feared they would be).  As an aside, Charlize Theron plays the wife very, very well!  I wasn’t sure about that in terms of casting, but she really did a great job in her depiction of the wife.

It’s a cliche, I know, but it must be said that the scenery and the surroundings are themselves a character in the movie (and the novel).  Filmed mainly in Pennsylvania, the landscape evokes a sense of nihilistic futility and barrenness that you really have to see to believe.  One shot in particular – the shot of the mansion with the cellar – actually captures Faulkneresque Southern gothic like nothing else I’ve ever seen.  Furthermore, some of the horizon shots are creepy beyond description.  Also, the sounds in the movie – creaking and falling trees, rain hitting the ground, a kind of environmntal groaning – are handled masterfully.

The movie is a devastatingly beautiful and haunting rendition of the book.  It resonated deeply with my own visualization of the story while reading the novel.  What is more, the spiritual dynamics have not been removed, as so often happens in films, and that’s a good thing.  (The scene in the church – which wasn’t in the book – was beautiful in its imagery.)

I read an interview with the director from Christianity Today.  He says that McCormac told him he didn’t want the spiritual element removed or softened.  Clearly the director listened, and for that he is to be commended.  The movie is stronger for it.

Check this movie out.  Truly, truly great!

Kevin DeYoung’s Just Do Something: How to Make a Decision Without Dreams, Visions, Fleeces, Open Doors, Random Bible Verses, Casting Lots, Liver Shivers, Writing in the Sky, Etc.

To begin, let me say that this book has maybe the greatest subtitle ever:

Just Do Something: How to Make a Decision Without Dreams, Visions, Fleeces, Open Doors, Random Bible Verses, Casting Lots, Liver Shivers, Writing in the Sky, Etc.

You’ve got to admit that that’s a pretty great subtitle!

But – if you can believe it – the book is even better!  There are two unique things about my reading this book:  (1) it was recommended by the great Kevin Griggs and (2) it holds the distinction of being the first book I read on my Amazon Kindle!  (Thank you, Mrs. Richardson, for such a great birthday present!)

Anyway, I digress.

Kevin DeYoung wants to demystify and de-hocus-pocus all of the “will of God” talk that is part and parcel of the evangelical landscape.  “How can I know God’s will?  Is it God’s will for me to take this job…marry that person…buy this dog as opposed to that dog…see Robin Hood this weekend?”

He is not, of course, arguing that God does not have a will.  Rather, He is arguing that God is not a sadistic trickster who craftily hides His will in such a way that His people literally have to go crazy trying to put the puzzle pieces in the right place.

DeYoung does a few brilliant things in this book.  First of all, he wonders aloud why it is that there is such a fevered pitch to know God’s will about matters like vocation and marriage, but so little passion to obey God’s clear will about loving Jesus and being conformed to His character?  Furthermore, DeYoung suggests that it is by walking in the clearly revealed will of God on these matters that we are equipped to make wise decisions on the less-clear matters.  Finally, DeYoung argues that God-given wisdom and common sense are good tools from our Heavenly Father to equip us to make decisions.

DeYoung argues that our uncertainty about the non-moral and less-clear aspects of God’s will can tie us in knots, whereas Christ came to set us free.

“If there really is a perfect will of God we are meant to discover, in which we will find tremendous freedom and fulfillment, why does it seem that everyone looking for God’s will is in such bondage and confusion? Christ died to give us freedom from the law (Galatians 5:1), so why turn the will of God into another law leading to slavery? And, to make matters worse, this law is personalized, invisible, and indecipherable; whereas the Mosaic law (which was hard enough already), was at least objective, public, and understandable. What a burden. Expecting God, through our subjective sense of things, to point the way for every decision we face, no matteer how trivial, is not only impractical and unrealistic, it is a recipe for disappointment and false guilt. And that’s hardly what intimacy with Jesus should be all about.”

Freedom in the area of knowing God’s will means thinking clearly as a Christian and making a decision based on the knowledge you have.  This is in contrast to wringing your hands and torturing your Christian friends with year-after-year-after-year wrangling about, “Yeah, but how do I know this is God’s will!”

“At the rate some of us are going, we will be exploring our future career at thirty, entering adulthood at forty, trying to find ourselves at fifty, questioning everything again at sixty, pondering a career move at seventy, wondering what we were made for at eighty, and still waiting to discover God’s will at ninety. And then we’ll die, never having done much of anything. If we had done something—almost anything, really—faithfully and humbly and for God’s glory for all that time, we could have made quite an impact. But if we do nothing, because we are always trying to figure out the perfect something, when it comes time to show what we did for the Lord, we will not have anything.”

Again, DeYoung is not arguing against praying for and seeking God’s will.  He just wants Christians to stop acting like God’s will is an elusive needle in a haystack that you have to find after years of sleepless nights and ulcers.  So “man up!”, as they say, and love Jesus and act rightly and take joy in the Lord…and do something.

This is an excellent book and one that anybody (but maybe especially young adults) would benefit from.

John Meacham’s American Gospel

My friend Truitt Martin (FBC Dawson Sunday School teacher and deacon extraordinaire), handed me John Meacham’s American Gospel earlier this year and told me it would be worth my time to check it out.  Though I had to read it in moments grabbed here and there, I found it enthralling from the get-go and determined early on that this was a book that really needed to be read slowly and carefully.  As I finished it last night, it occured to me that I had just finished a book that deserves one of the better compliments a book can receive:  important.

Meacham’s central thesis (it seems to me) is that “American public religion” as it has been articulated in our founding documents and in the pronouncements of American public officials, honors the existence of God but does not go very far beyond this pronouncement into detailed theology or evangelistic efforts.  Theology and evangelism, as Meacham portrays this public religion, is the job of the church, not of the state.  As such, the freedom of religion clause as well as the idea of a separation of church and state guard against the establishment of a state church (“state religion” being distinct from “public religion”), but the presence of an early and consistent “public religion” (which Meacham documents with aplomb) keeps this separation from growing coldly secular or crudely atheistic.

As such, Meacham says that both the secular left and the religious right are mistaken.  To the secular left Meacham points out, again, the presence of public religion from our nation’s founding.  He would agree with the idea that “freedom of religion” does not mean “freedom from religion.”  To the religious right Meacham points out that the public religion, while nominally Christian from its inception due to the large numbers of Christians living in the nation at the time of its founding, has nonetheless never asserted itself in the guise of Christian orthodoxy in any consistent way.  In fact, he helpfully documents that the earliest attempts at inserting blatantly Christian language from the beginning have been resisted by both the government and the people of the nation at large.

Meacham readily acknowledges that Christians (and Meacham is one) will find the public religion inherently insufficient due to the fact that it says much less than Christian orthodoxy.  On the other hand, the Christopher Hitchens’ of the world will find the public religion frustrating because it certainly assertsmuch more than atheism is willing to assert.  As such, we find ourselves in a kind of dialectic dance between secularism and theism, and the death or dominance of either partner in the dance, Meacham argues, would ultimately be injurious to the nation as our founders envisioned it (i.e., it would either become starkly secular or theocratic).

It’s a very interesting thesis, and one that I find largely convincing.  As a Baptist who holds to the early Baptist emphasis on religious freedom, I have never envisioned the government as the nation’s “church,” though many Christians almost seem to be saying that they want this to be so.  On the other hand, it is refreshing to see an editor of Newsweek slapping the hands of the rabid secularists who are contributing to what Neuhaus famously called “the naked public square,” or the removal of God from the public square.

The book is very well written, extensively documented, and, in my opinion, quite fair.  As a Christian, I am indeed aware of the severe limitations of “public religion.”  I place no trust in it and it is certainly not the essence of my faith.  What is more, I have no interest in the Church of the Risen Lord refusing to engage and speak truth to the political establishment, including the public religion, with prophetic timeliness under the guise of keeping everything comfortable (nor, I gather, would Meacham).  But as an assesment of the kind of theism that has pervaded the political life of our nation from the beginning, and as an argument for the idea that this was the kind of public religion the founders envisioned for the public square, even as many of their own personal convictions went far beyond this public religion (an important point to make!), and as a warning against secular iconoclasm on the one hand and the naive desire for the establishment of an outright theocracy on the other, the book is a convincing, persuasive, and helpful study that I think anybody would read with great profit.

Faulkner, the Gospel, and a Pleasant Surprise

Well I’ll be!

A package arrived in the mail a couple of days ago from my buddy Darrell Paulk, Pastor of Hayneville Baptist Church in Hayneville, AL.  I open it up and what do I see?  Glad you asked.  I see five old copies of Christianity Today dating from 1961, 1963, and 1967.  They are, in a word, awesome.  I mean, at this very moment I’m looking at the cover of the May 22, 1961, issue and what three names do I see?  Francis Schaeffer, Herman Ridderbos, and Harold John Ockenga!  Not too shabby!  (The name Ridderbos makes me feel as if I’ll break at in whelps.  It’s an old, painful seminary war story involving a little paperback by Ridderbos that I thought would be a piece of cake…but I digress.)

So I open said issue up and what do I see on p.16 but a letter from an Edward A. Johnson, the then Director of Alumni Relations at Carthage College, taking Carl F.H. Henry, the then Editor of Christianity Today, to task (no small thing to do, by the way) for some criticisms that Henry had made of something said by a Dr. Hazleton.  In the context of Johnson’s protest to Henry, he says this:

“Sometimes a Faulkner or a Camus actually comes closer to basic religious truth, with or without Christ, than some of our preachers who piddle around Sunday after Sunday with pious moralisms and hackneyed, soporific platitudes…The works of men such as Faulkner of Camus are apraeparatio evangelica, a ‘preparation for the Gospel,’ serving to call to mind certain religious truths for men who would never come near either Bible or church.”

To which I say:  preciselyabsolutely!  It is not to exalt a man like Faulkner: a man, by the way, who desperately needed, but apparently did not come to, Christ.  Nor is it to denigrate modern preaching (in 1961 or now).  It is simply but one more bullet-point in the growing list of why secular writing can play a role in introducing certain truths of which the secular writer himself likely did not grasp the full import.

For instance, there have been times in reading Faulkner when I thought, “How is it that this man seems to understand the gospel more than lots of folks who claim to have embraced the gospel?”  (I often say that of a man like Umberto Eco, too.)

It’s an interesting thought…just as much so in 1961 as today.

Think about it.

And thanks, Darrell Paulk: a good friend with a keen eye for very cool stuff!

Benicio Del Toro as Che Guevara: Some Thoughts

Over the last few days I’ve been able to watch Steven Soderbergh’s film, “Che,” starring Benicio Del Toro in the titular role (it’s at Blockbuster in a 2-dvd set).  I am of the generation that knows Che Guevara primarily through the famous t-shirt image which is usually worn by folks whom you gather don’t really know much about him.  He remains a kind of darling of the left just as he is scorned by many on the right.  He was a Latin American (Argentine) revolutionary and Communist, most famous for the role he played as Fidel Castro’s Lieutenant in the Cuban revolution.  Che’s cult status was sealed by his charismatic personality and, ultimately, his execution.

As a movie, the film is fantastic.  It focuses primarily on Che’s activities in Cuba under Castro and his failed attempt at bringing revolution to Bolivia.  Benicio Del Toro looks eerily like Che and does an astounding job depicting the controversial figure.  I note as well that he served as one of the producers of the film.  The scenery is stunning and convincing and the combat scenes have an understated quality that somehow make them seem more real.  Furthermore, the depictions of Che’s mindset and rationales as well as of his interactions with the men he led in guerrilla warfare evoke sentiments of sympathy from the viewer.

Again, as a movie, it’s a pretty stunning, if overly-long, biopic.  There are moments of jarring emotional poignancy and I daresay the movie causes a certain measure of introspection on the grand questions of life:  human nature, justice, sin, virtue.

But history is a tricky thing, no?  I believe it’s safe to say that the film glosses over Che’s less endearing traits, and it certainly glosses over (even while referencing) those executed at Che’s hand.  The executions are mentioned, and even powerfully so by a young Bolivian soldier who mentions to Che that he, Che, had executed his uncle, but overall such notions are lost in a sea of appreciation for Che.  Del Toro dedicated one of the awards he won for the film to Che himself, and it is safe to assume that the film is a hagiographic appreciation of a man who had blood on his hands.

Most tragically, I suspect that young folks who watch the film may come to believe that Communism is a compassionate movement of kind-hearted men who merely want “peasants” to be able to read and write and enjoy liberty and equality.  History, of course, offers us all the shocking evidence to the contrary.

Che was a fascinating character, and it ought not be assumed that he did not believe in the cause he sought to advance (or that he was some demonic monster), but, in the end, Guevara contributed to a system that has brutalized untold millions of human beings.

At the end of the movie, a young soldier asks Che if he believes in God.  “I believe in mankind,” Che responds.  It is a powerful, honest, and terrifying moment, for the track record of Communism indeed reveals just what calumnies mankind is capable of.

A great movie.  A very poor history lesson.

Bonhoeffer’s Haunting Statement About the Church

Dietrich Bonhoeffer’s writings are among those that I return to again and again.  I do not always agree with him, but I almost never read him without benefit.

In a couple of weeks I’ll be preaching revival services at my brother David’s church on the theme, “Christ and His Church.”  This theme brought to mind a comment I saw attributed to Bonhoeffer.  I’ve just located it in vol.10 of Dietrich Bonhoeffer Works.  It’s from a sermon he preached on July 29, 1928, while serving as a pastor in Barcelona.

I think Bonhoeffer is correct here, both in his observation and the urgency of his appeal to reconsider the meaning of “church.”  Check it out.

“There is a word that evokes tremendous feelings of love and bliss among Catholics who hear it, a word that stirs in them the most profound depths of religious feeling ranging from the awe and dread of judgment to the bliss of God’s presence, but a word that assuredly also evokes feelings of home for them, feelings of the sort only a child feels in gratitude, reverence, and self-surrendering love toward its mother, the feelings that come over us when after a long time away we once again enter our parents’ home, our own childhood home.  And there is also a word that to Protestants has the sound of something infinitely banal, something more or less indifferent and superfluous, a word that does not make a person’s heart beat faster, a word often associated with boredom, a word that in any event does not lend wings to our religious feelings – and yet a word that will seal our fate if we are unable to find in this word a new, or rather the original meaning.  Woe to us if this word – the word “church” – does not soon acquire significance for us again, indeed if it does not become a matter with which our very lives are concerned.”

Dietrich Bonhoeffer, Barcelona, Berlin, New York 1928-1931.  Dietrich Bonhoeffer Works, vol.10, Clifford J. Green, ed. (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press, 2008), 505.

J.D. Salinger’s The Catcher in the Rye

When J.D. Salinger died on January 27th, I decided to read The Catcher in the Rye.  I had tried some years ago, but it just didn’t connect.  I’m not prudish in my reading, but I do believe there is a line that we should not cross in terms of language and content.  To put it mildly, Holden Caulfield’s language in the book is deplorable, which is one of the reasons it is the subject of such controversy and has been since it first appeared in 1951.  It is also the main reason I quit reading the work the last time I started.

Yet I decided to read it again for a number of reasons, not the least of which is because it is a landmark in American pop-culture and it still sells 250,000 copies a year (it has sold something like 65 million copiesall told).

The appeal of the book is not hard to see.  It is a fascinating account of teenage angst and existential vacuity, and its mammoth reception reveals that, at least to some extent, people resonate with these aspects of Caulfield’s plight (if such it can be called).

Caulfield is part wander-lust, part nihilist, part hormones, part slacker, and part tender-hearted.  He has failed out of yet another school and decides to take a few days in New York City before having to face the inevitable meeting with his parents.  Along the way he encounters such diverse figures as a sentimental and discouraged teacher, a slew of largely unlikeable classmates, a pimp and prostitute, a couple of irritated cab drivers, two nuns, the mother of one of his classmates, a girlfriend (kind of), a possibly homosexual former teacher, and , most significantly, Caulfield’s sister, Phoebe.  It is a story of a young man’s observations, distractions, and obsessions.  Most of all, it is the story of a young man’s decline and prospects for maturation (or not).

The meaning of Salinger’s book has been famously debated for almost sixty years now, and I, for one, do not claim to have great insights into the work.  I will say, however, the Caulfield strikes me as infuriating but oddly understandable.  The ADD (as we would call it today) is charming in its own weird way and the pessimism is, to me anyway, understandable.  Who hasn’t felt that the world is full of “phonies” and hypocrisy?  Who hasn’t evaluated people and movies and life events with the same kind of insular and idiosyncratic critique that Caulfield shows?

I do find it significant and hopeful that Caulfield seems impressed by the genuineness of the two nuns.  I also find it significant that Caulfield is enraged at the the thought of his roomate compromising a girl he knows.  I was moved by Caulfield’s shock at the crude words written on the walls of his sister’s school and his small but significant efffort at wiping the words away.  Most of all, I appreciate his honesty with his sister, Phoebe, and his return home to face the consequences of his actions.

In many ways, it is a sad book.  In many ways, it is very insightful.  Also, in ways that probably many people will not want to admit, it is a very accurate book showing us what is in the hearts and minds of many of our neighbors…and, at times, of our own selves.

Caulfield says at one point in the book that he likes Jesus ok, but that the disciples frustrate him.  It was just one of many disjointed thoughts that we are privileged to observe, but it, of course, gets closest to the answer that Caulfield, and all of us, need.

A strange, interesting, sad, and thought-provoking book.  There is a kind of significance about this book, and a haunting insightfulness that I do not regret encountering…but I will not let my daughter read it, nor will I read it again.

Michael Card’s A Better Freedom

I suppose I’ve listened to Michael Card and John Michael Talbot more than any other Christian musicians.  That may make me decidely uncool, and it certainly makes me unmitigatingly retro, but so be it.  Michael Card has been a stalwart voice in Christian music and print for many, many years, and his latest book, A Better Freedom, is a wonderful example of why this is so.  Card loves the Word of God, as anyone familiar with his music will attest, and this book is yet further evidence of this devotion.

The occasion for this book was Card’s joining an African American church and his hearing the members of that church pray to Jesus as “Master.”  The use of that word by African Americans struck Card as fascinating and provocative and led him to study the biblical image of “slave.”  Specifically, it led Card to study and think through what it means for believers to be “slaves to Christ.”

Card finds here a paradox:  that it is only in slavery to Christ that we are truly free.  I suppose the truthfulness of this fact is known cognitively by many of us, but what Card does by fleshing out the ancient meaning of “slave” and showing the New Testament’s approbriation of the term is add a depth of understanding that is not readily evident from just a surface reading of the text.  Card employs sound exegetical and hermeneutical insights, along with fascinating historical evidence, to make the case that “slavery” was a powerful metaphor for Christian life in the early church.  This would have struck the inhabitants of the first century Roman Empire (an Empire teeming with slaves) as scandalous and well-nigh unbelievable.  But, of course, Christ redeems the image of slave by becoming one Himself.  As such, a term of derision is baptized and emerges as a paradoxical badge of honor.

There are life-changing insights in this book.  The overall impact is one of awe at the radical transformation that Christ brings to life.  I daresay that after reading this book one will never speak of the “freedom of the Christian” without feeling the awesome wonder of that idea:  that we who were slaves have been set free by becoming slaves to Christ.  This slavery is “a better freedom.”

Get this book.  It’s a wonderful devotional text that will encourage you, enlighten you, and help you in your journey with Jesus.  Thank you Michael Card!

 

On the Reading and Reviewing of “Secular” Books

A friend has asked me why I read and review secular books.  It’s a fair enough question and one that I think warrants an answer.

Maybe it’s best if I just present my answer in the form of bullet points:

  • I think it is a question of balance. Falling into culture with no discernment and safeguards is dangerous. We should think on things that are above. On the other hand, retreating into the Christian ghetto is dangerous as well.
  • I think we need a more holistic view of Christian culture. At present, we have a stunted understanding, in my opinion.
  • I do not think that all aspects of non-Christian culture are inherently wicked. Think of great art from non-Christian painters, great literature from non-Christian writers, great music from non-Christian musicians, and great films from non-Christian directors and actors.
  • I daresay that non-Christians can often shine the limited light they do have in ways that are powerful, poignant, and constructive. I see it as the light of “general revelation” shining through cultural forms.
  • In Acts 17:28, Paul quotes, in his sermon to the Athenians, some words from pagan Greek poetry. That reveals (a) familiarity with literature and (b) likely appreciation for aspects of it as well.
  • I do not believe that taking pleasure in art that is not explicitly Christian is wrong. “All truth is God’s truth,” as they all saying goes.
  • I sometimes think we are quick to call somebody a “non-Christian” because they do not explicitly present Christian verities in a propositional format. I’ll grant that Cormac McCarthy’s Child of God is not a book we should linger over (thus, my review to that effect), but McCarthy’s The Road is, in my opinion, a profound Christian statement. I think we should celebrate Christian truths told in popular works.

Just a few thoughts. There is, again, a danger in reading secular works, but there is a joy in it as well…a joy we need not be ashamed of as Christians.